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Exister?

    


First, allow me to introduce myself. It might answer some of your questions. My name is Alexis Rayne and I am choosing to label myself as an exister. At seventeen, I have decided that I have no clue what to do with my life, parts of a college degree, and a nearly full time job. I am a high school senior, a worker, and that is the base definition of myself. 

    Upon understanding this knowledge, I decided that it was simply not enough. I am a child living an adults life and that is simply unacceptable. I've spent the past few weeks deleting YouTube videos, trying to start new things, and constantly looking for a new addition that allowed me to feel like a kid again with minimal sacrifices. Finally, I began messaging small businesses, correcting my social media, and concluding a path for myself to take. 

    I've decided to become an influencer. Not of brands or products specifically, nor of any specific niche. I want to be an influencer of positivity. An influencer of self love. An influencer of self growth. I want to influence joy, acceptance, and everything that can cause a person to look in the mirror and smile at who they have become.

    I feel as though I can successfully do this because I've been a girl who looks in the mirror and cries. I've been the girl who grips her protective tummy fat and tears up. I've looked at my acne and decided not to leave my house for the day. I've put on crop tops, skinny jeans, or dresses and turned to the side, looked at myself, and immediately taken them off. I've also been the girl with depression, anxiety, eating disorders, and bad relationships. 

    I feel as though all of these listed things, while they absolutely sucked when they occurred, have built me into a better person, and that is why I feel like I am able to do this. I feel that if I can go from hating myself, my body, and food to looking sideways in the mirror and giggling, that I can help others be that way as well. 

    As an exister, I want to challenge myself and you to grow into self love, self appreciations, positivity, and a better version of yourself everyday. As an exister, I want to challenge myself and you to go new places, do new things, and meet new people. As an exister, I want to challenge myself and you to live your life to the fullest, take healthy risks, and create a healthy relationship with yourself.

    I want to use these platforms that I've been give to give you tips and tricks on how I've grown and hopefully those will help you do the same. Together, we can repair relationships, overcome fears, steady mind battles, fight back to anxiety, depression, and take back over our body and mind. 

    I don't want to spill all of my secrets this soon, but I believe that if you stick around and stay with me, we can all grow into something better than we are now. I will be using Instagram, TikTok,  YouTube, and this blog to share these things, and I am so excited for you to be on this journey with me. I already love you and your wonderful participation. 


I love you :)

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  1. Alexis RayneFebruary 15, 2021 at 10:23 AM

    I love you <3

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  2. DiwakarFebruary 16, 2021 at 4:43 AM

    Hello Alexis Rayne. I am a Pastor from Mumbai India. I am glad to stop by your profile on the blogger and the blog post. I am also blessed and feel privileged and honoured to get connecte with you as well as know you and about your interest in being positive influncer. I am so impressed by your blog post and your desire to be positive influncer of joy and acceptance. I love getting connected with the people of God around the globe to be encouraged strengthened and praying for one another. I have been in the Pastoral ministry for last 41yrs in this great city of Mumbai a city with a great contrast where richest of rich and the poorest of poor live. We reach out to the poorest of poorwith the love of Christ to bring healing to the brokenhearted. We also encoruage young and the adults from the west to come to Mumbai to work with us during their vacation time. We would love to have you come with your friends to work with us during your vacation time. I am sure you will be influencer of joy and acceptance. I am also sure you will have a life changing experience. Looking forward to hear from you very soon, God's richest blessings on you your family and friends also wishing you a blessed and a Christ centered New year 2021. My email id is: dhwankhede(at)gmail(dot)com and my name is Diwakar Wankhede

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